I fell asleep around 9pm and woke up at 11:50pm just to know that he must be asleep and you couldn't talk to him when you could have and should have. I feel so bummed right now and I immediately teared up so badly. Damn, I don't want you to leave tomorrow. Everything here is so stressful and with you around I feel like I can still be myself in this crazy place. It's like I'm back to this state where I have to mentally prepare myself, and right now it's just hitting me so hard - too hard. Another 5 weeks to go and then I'll see you? Oh God, please just fly me to LA already. It's killing me so bad that I can't stop myself from crying and get some sleep. :(