"Don't try too hard to mend it, because it'll just end up more broken." I guess what Shien-Min said was right. What I wanted was just us friendship to be like last time. The only reason why I'm trying so hard is not because I still want you, not because I want to pull you back into this relationship. Trust me, I don't want this relationship either. The thing is that I could let everything else go, except for our friendship. But I guess you don't understand, or maybe you don't even want to try to mend our friendship because it never meant anything to you. Or maybe there's something else... I don't know, I'm clueless.

So I guess this is goodbye.